Thursday, December 8, 2011

I want to Live & Love without FEAR

God loves the power that the FEAR creates.
How is this possible to live a life without FEAR? To worship. To forget. To forgive. To ignore. To love. To give. To share. To be…… without FEAR?
I realise that the most dominant human feeling is…. Not love. Not hate. Not anger. Not the desire to get more or to give more. But it’s the feeling of FEAR. The fear of losing. The fear of being hurt. The fear of having less. The fear of Gods abandoning us. This strange emotion has so much power. Why don’t we talk of FEAR then.. but use and take the help of other emotions like faith, belief, trust, love, hate, anger, jealousy, pain, revenge to explain the responsibilities of all our actions Why can we not face FEAR daringly and fight it, get over with it and have it out of our system and move ahead in life… a new beginning where the lack of FEAR will make you celebrate life and be Free!!!
Why have they taught us to respond from ‘FEAR’?

It must be not easy to please God

My quest to search for ‘The real God’ continues.
I am taught and told that I am not to say anything bad against ‘him’, even if he upsets me by not giving me what I had prayed for. If I say anything unpleasant or casual about him, he will get upset and angry and punish me. Something not so nice will happen and that will be all because I said something unpleasant to ‘him’. I am scared. They must be saying the truth. They must be right. All of them say that ‘GOD’ gets upset. Is he that human? I believe in him and I will have to live in the fear that I don’t know when and how I may upset him and he will then punish me and Life will not be simple, nice and beautiful anymore.

Thursday, December 1, 2011



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