Running thoughts and my problem with me being honest and passionate senselessly

Sometimes I can’t understand why and how I am so passionate or honest about certain things that I do or say. It’s not really something to be totally proud of. It can get one in trouble and many times you may not land up with too many friends … actually many times you can really lose friends if you get too honest. It’s like when people say anything too sweet can be dangerous… I guess that same logic would apply here then that applies o “anything sweeter than it ought to be can be injurious”.
I think I am in this weird mode right now………. Where I mumble random things that try running through my mind all at the same time… many things that cross each other and therefore does not allow me to focus on one real issue. So after sometime I lose track of what I was following and jump into the next thing.
There are a number of things I would like to do or be involved with…. But then I get so involved and dedicated and attached to the first thing that I can’t move on…. Can’t take the next step.. because that would mean leaving the one I am on behind…… it’s all mixed up … weird logic.
Lots more to add to this one. Will may be continue when my mind is a little more stable.

What the hell do we mean when we cry out loud "I need my sapce!!"????

I think its better when I don’t think. Because when I don’t think… I am just simply Happy.. flying around.. doing my work… I don’t give a damn… I just do what needs to be done…….. but the moment I get to this Damn “thinking” mode I seem to get confused. I seem to lose myself rather then find myself. I have been feeling a little weird. Am I weird? Or like Kanchi says it’s a problem that most of us in this generation are facing…. Our parents never felt the need for freedom or they never had this feeling of wanting to break free(I have confirmed on this with my mom, and I think Kanchi has with her’s)….

The less people interfere with us.. the more freedom we have .. the more freedom we have the more space we keep asking for. We are living alone….. holiday alone and still scream out load for the need of Space. Are we insane? Am I insane? What is this? Is there really anything like space? Does it really exist??

But hey .. I need to confess… staying alone can get quite addictive. Its like meditating…… you are always one with yourself and you don’t want anyone to break that peace. Strange?