Thursday, June 25, 2009

Running thoughts and my problem with me being honest and passionate senselessly

Sometimes I can’t understand why and how I am so passionate or honest about certain things that I do or say. It’s not really something to be totally proud of. It can get one in trouble and many times you may not land up with too many friends … actually many times you can really lose friends if you get too honest. It’s like when people say anything too sweet can be dangerous… I guess that same logic would apply here then that applies o “anything sweeter than it ought to be can be injurious”.
I think I am in this weird mode right now………. Where I mumble random things that try running through my mind all at the same time… many things that cross each other and therefore does not allow me to focus on one real issue. So after sometime I lose track of what I was following and jump into the next thing.
There are a number of things I would like to do or be involved with…. But then I get so involved and dedicated and attached to the first thing that I can’t move on…. Can’t take the next step.. because that would mean leaving the one I am on behind…… it’s all mixed up … weird logic.
Lots more to add to this one. Will may be continue when my mind is a little more stable.

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