Rahul & mom have left. feels weird to live without them in the house. The house feels so untouched when i get back from work.i use to love to live this way. i like my things to be left just where i left them last. things to be in a place that i think is most appropriate for it....... i like my bedcover and cushions to be just as well spread like no has used them.... clean and neat!.. crazy...... but now i miss when things are not a little messy..when i see things just where i last left them .. makes me feel like there is a vaccum.. I think living with family for 7 months has made me change a little... more adjustable and understanding.......i like this new change.
I miss pinching and kissing Rahul when i get back home. hugging him ...all the time. he will turn 26 sometime soon.. and yet i can never see him as an adult. I always feel that ravi & rahul are such kids. when will i change? or does this happen with all who are the oldest of teh siblings???